Month: August 2003

Lost that healthy feeling

I’m planning on going to Six Flags in St. Louis tomorrow and hopefully everything will go alright. If you look, there was no entry yesterday....

Día Aburrido

It’s friday night and I’m sitting in my dorm room doing nothing. That’s really pathetic as some of you may know from going to college....

Loneliness

I’m quite sad right now..without a reason really. I’m quite lonely and I have this yearning inside of me that just wishes I had someone...

Beautiful Day

Ever have a day so wonderful you didn’t and couldn’t let go of it? Ever wish you could live it again and again? Prom was...

Glimpse of Heaven

I saw a beautiful and rare sight today as I went to class at 8 AM. On my way towards the stairs I heard that...

Famous last words

A stoned out, paranoid Russell Hammond preaches to writer William Miller from the top of a house… “And you can tell Rolling Stone magazine that...

T-Minus hours, minutes, seconds

Spent the morning / early afternoon at the hospital with Pre-op stuff. It’s funny how easy it is to choke on something when you don’t...

Downed

T minus a day and a matter of hours. I ranted to a few people today about how I am right now and I really...

The Coming

You’re conceived. When you’re born, you come to be, as it’s known. You come into the world. You come into your family and your journey...

Coming to a head

C7 / T1 is not the tumor that is causing my legs to be weak, it’s not the tumor causing my sensation loss among other...

Cure Me or Kill Me

This song is so appropriate right now (ok, the title more than the verse)… Cure me… or Kill me By Gilby Clare When the last...

A year removed

Well, 365 Days ago I had two very big events in my life… And honestly I don’t know what to tell you in text. A...

Beddy Bye

Well, today’s moving day for thousands — if not millions — of teens and young adults as they go out to college and start their...

Funny Bones, lack of drones

I am SO disturbed… corrupt thy children! Worth 1000 He he he he… I don’t know what’s more disturbing – me laughing my ass off...

Loneliness, Southbound

So what have I done the past four days in my house? Just about everything…. Alone at that. In fact I went and put on...

Request?

I’ll try to be back later to provide something of substance (like THAT happens?) as an entry later on but I want to ask if...

All Apologies

All Apologies: What else should I be? All apologies What else should I say? Everyone is gay What else could I write? I don’t have...

Accomplished

OK, I am not an accomplished writer — officially yet… that’s not what this entry is about. I’m not an accomplished Smart ass… Well, wait...

Powerless

Well, day one of being home alone goes by without incident. Well, sorta. New York and the Northeast, as many of you already know, has...

Questions in the Dark

For an audience of one: How was the show Wednesday night? Certain friends told me about it a few weeks ago…....

An Insomniacs Confession

Once again, I struggle to sleep. 2 AM comes around and I find I can go on till 3 just fine and dandy. Before 3...

Re-Arrange

And now my site has changed in oh-so-many ways The “Home” extension seemed to vanished in the haze Damnit, i kept trying to finish that...

Night Life

Insomnia unlimited take 3. I was at Andy’s place with Andy and Mike tonight and we were all hanging out and putting together ideas what...

The drawl of the day continues

I’m looking for a positive today – some positive that effects me directly instead of all these negatives hanging over me or swirling around me....

Put off

Surgery was put off till the 27th And I don’t feel good about having an extra week....

The day the earth stood still

The title of this entry says it all. five days of rain once again…. Nothing much else to it all… Legs are failing, people are...

Bro-da-Homeowner

Andy has his house now… He closed on it (despite some setbacks – including his mortgage company being destroyed in Memphis, Tennessee storms) today…. He’s...

Observations on "Pie Fucker 3"

Jason Biggs described himself in Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back perfectly while he was being arrested… “I’m the Pie Fucker! I’m the Pie Fucker!”...

First Name Last, Last Name First

I started realizing a dilemma that I’m going to be facing if I am in the writing realm… It’s actually something I noticed a long...

Internet Boogie

So anyway…. I’ve been finishing going over assignment 4 and I actually killed off the happy-ending for the sake of the plot twist. Not so...

The Matrix has you

I’m testing out a new feature that I enabled for one reason or another.This will give you the chance to read something I wrote over...

Three Hundred and Sixty-Five Days

It was a year ago today that J.P. Fontana got some press today And though he is pretty much out of style, he tries his...

Ego

One moment you can have your ego coddled by the powers that be, the next minute you can have it torn down by a barb....

A Questioned Chance

A Questioned Chance Thumbed nose At the bright red rose And vile thoughts At the offered olive branch A questioned chance Beliefs are worth their...

TKO

A technical knockout or a TKO is when a fighter is knocked down three times during a fight (or some other specified number). Three times....