Brooding

I got to thinking about certain people and certain things tonight after my last post… mostly because I had the opportunity to think instead of post from my gut…

It would seem Kurt Cobain had a more serious situation with his girlfriend, Tracy Marander, than I’ve had with those I am thinking about… It is sorta reverse in fact… You see, Kurt needed to get a job in order to live with Tracy — or at least that is what she wanted. Kurt would rather live in his car than do that though.

Maybe I just feel taken advantage of and the fact that I only got to talk to someone when they were in need or down on their luck or in need of an ego fluff. At any rate, I can’t be there to get hurt again and again if I am going to be used without someone putting back what they take out… Sorta like someone living in an apartment for free who won’t chip in the rent fr the food or whatever…

About A Girl

(Cobain)

I need an easy friend
(I do) With an ear to lend
(I do) Think you fit this shoe
(I do) But you have a clue

I’ll take advantage while
You hang me out to dry
But I can’t see you every night (for) free
I do

I’m standing in your line
(I do) Hope you have the time
(I do) Pick a number to
(I do) Keep a date with you

I’ll take advantage while
You hang me out to dry
But I can’t see you every night (for) free
I do

I need an easy friend
(I do) With an ear to lend
(I do) Think you fit this shoe
(I do) But you have a clue

I’ll take advantage while
You hang me out to dry
But I can’t see you every night,
no I can’t see you every night…
For free

I do … (x4)